~*~ Helpless ~*~

Friday July 18th was the day I thought that my bad dream was going to come true. My oldest and I have asthma.. and she has it bad enough for me to know that I need to keep an eye on her.. Well I drop both of my girls off to get picked up for summer school.. I wave and they are on there way to school. Well I thought today was going to be a very nice slow day.. but no my mother gets a phone call telling me that my oldest is being rushed to the emergency room because she was having an asthma attack.. I stood there shock for a moment and changed my forces and left my mother standing there to get ready to go..

I left the house and beat the ambulance there... Yea I thought I was doing about 65miles an hr to get there.. bad idea I know but it was my daughter that needed me. And I need to get there a.s.a.p So I got there.. You don't know what I felt when I saw my daughter being pull of the back of that truck.. The pain that ran to me heart knowing that I couldn't do anything to protect her.. or to save her.. I felt so helpless at that moment.. I wanted to cry.. but I didn't, to make me feel better I called on my brother and told him was with going on so he would know.

I sat there as they point as attach stuff to my daughter.. I wanted to just let the tears pour.. about a good 30mins later after the nursing finish, my brother walked through the door.. That is when the water fell from my face..

It was good to see my brother come to my aid and sit with me so I would not feel alone in this.. I love my brother for doing that....

While he was there I didn't feel so helpless no more


SliverMoon

When do people Change?

People change when you least expect it. Sometimes when something terrible that happens in their life causes this change.. Most of the time it isn't for the best.. But then so changes are good, some changes makes people happy and some sad.. or even mad..

But some people should understand in all chances a person grow with in their personality. it may not be what you want or see. but it is something that you should respect if you are their friend.

Show that you care by understanding that they are still human and if it is something they need to learn then they will learn from their own mistakes...


SliverMoon Jenkins

~*~ SliverMoon American History ~*~

Taken myself back in time to when I my family lived off of the earth. Yes that means that I am Native American. And to be able to find an outfit that is or have sometthing to do with that time and place is awesome in my eyes. We live in a world that you can't not see the past.. But you can feel the damage that has be made over the years.

Yes my history my RL background.. This is something that I'm very proud of and to have that strength and that love, that time of family bond is like no other.. and to be able to send that to my friends and my family that is something that I will continue to do for the rest of my RL and SL live..

Thank you for reading.. Take care

SliverMoon Jenkins

My first concert in SL

Would you believe in all the days of living in SL.. I would be invited to go to a concert I have never been to one. I was able to see CTM Underwood.. perform and it was wonderful..

:CTM Underwood:

He sang songs like "Second Life State of Mind" and "Georgia".. a Ray Charles' song..

What an awesome day.. I must thank my friend DJ for letting me come to this wonderful Concert.. I'm sure that I will be attending more in the future .

Now I see there is so much more to do here in SL.. wow.. to just sit there and listen and see others enjoy the songs that he was singing. He was doing what he loves to do and that is sing.. And you know I was happy to just be apart of something different then the normal..

So everyday in SL is different..Nothing is always the same.. you can have you cake and eat it too here. dreams do come true in SL..

So go and explore what SL have to offer you never know you too my find your on Concert..

SliverMoon Jenkins